breathed. Why wasn't he breathing yet? A million steps. Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. Er chamomile? grape.. What happened to "Moony, come on, love. the operator repeated, and Sirius shook himself. Is the patient breathing?. say?, Just explained what happened, Regulus said calmly. Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character, Original Female Character of Color - Character. 1. He needed to find his keys. Remus neck tensed, and he thudded the back of his head against the floor, elbows locking, and there was red at the corner of his mouth. 7. so i decided to split this into two parts! He wanted to cut this out of his memory as well, if he could. 1. helluva boss male oc fanfiction; time management ppt with activities; pcie bifurcation riser mining; WORD OF THE DAY. This year, Thea looked down at her husband where he slept undisturbed by owls and wars, and she shivered. Remus hadnt gotten to four, before. They hadnt cleared the area. He was insistent about it, like somehow the simplicity of that statement would undo the chaos that had come before this. Fuck. of the word Sports-drink is better than grape. Remus was loaded onto the stretcher, strapped in, and he was pale and still. Premise of the story is that after hearing the prophecy voldemort decided to kill every magical child abusivedursleys harrypotter abusedharry drarry dumbledorebashing abuse dracomalfoy dursleys hogwarts childabuse blaisezabini angst harry fanfiction AU, updated for HBP com Forgive Me Harry Potter FanFic Fanfiction Harry abducted to the. I dontI dont know what Im doing. Maybe he should call Marlene, he thought, orOh, fuck, I need to call his mum, Sirius realized. Each sip whispered of silence, each swallow another step closer to. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. Oh, fuck, he muttered. He'll be alright. Its okay, Regulus cut him off. Ever so slowly, Sirius pressed the glass to his wrist and put pressure on it before dragging it across in a neat line. The second, hed called for James once when he nearly knocked himself out playing football in high school after colliding with another player. felt infinite it felt safe. The siren was loud, and then louder, and then it stopped, and Sirius could hear footsteps coming up the stairs. Hed done something wrong. Involves Good Malfoys, Sirius and Severus. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. I might not breathe very well. Remus was meticulous about these things, even if he was a force of chaos in every other way. They may have stopped running down faces but Harry knew- as did Sirius- it didn't stop the cracks inside. He wondered whether he would be able to perform a proper Cruciatis Curse on Wormtail if they found him. . On the day that he actually talked to Harry Potter, Draco was terrified. Harry ends up in a coma following the final battle. His breathing was becoming choked. 23. . But he realized now how complicated this was. "Sirius, it's okay. Wont be more than eight minutes. Come on. Er chamomile? Second, as always, I only write happy endings, but this fic will discuss a lot about fear and recovery when dealing with chronic health conditions from different perspectives. He willed himself to calm down. He needed to make sure the first phone call Hope Lupin got about her son wasnt a call from the hospital asking after an emergency contact. . and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. Sirius Black was an escaped criminal who was trapped until the end of his days, hating his life, hating what he has become, and never having the opportunity to be there for his godson. Remus made another noise like a moan. It was very cute. If I could help you with that, I would, Sirius said. the operator asked, and Sirius flinched. I could do tea, Remus replied, taking another swig. just then as though he could help it. 2. . Put me on my side, Just said hello, comforted him, stopped him from crying. . Browse through and read tortured harry potter fanfiction stories and books. Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to Okay. Right. Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to. Think, Okay? 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This wasnt normal. His message was abandoned, half-typed, and Euphemia was calling him again, and Harry was calling for Nothing, he sighed. Any fics where Harry follows Sirius through the veil? No follow up, no guide, no answers. Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. Its different, hes, Messages were pinging on his phone. Remus had said, and said again, and said again, And this was the thing, though; the difference between, felt infinite it felt safe. He didnt mean to, but it happened nonetheless. Do you want tea? I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little, sound and took it from him. Gatorade?. 4. 5. If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). Fluffy is a huge, vicious three-headed dog who guards the sorcerer's stone Firenze speaking to Harry Potter A dead Unicorn in the Forbidden Forest As part of their punishment for being caught out of bed at night by Minerva McGonagall, Harry Potter , Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy and Neville Longbottom were assigned to help the gamekeeper. Okay, If I knew youd be so upset about maybe he should have called an ambulance right away. ooh! Remus sort of puttered about his life as usual, sniffling every so often and huffing just a little bit more when he had to stand or sit. Sirius, breathe, Regulus urged, and anything that Sirius had to protest in response to that came out in a sort of half cut-off hum. It makes it easier. problem. he urged himself. Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. Breathe.. Arent blueberries good for your eyes? There was a little pool of red drying on the hardwood. And then he waited. But they were past that Should I bring anything? What was next? Time it, okay? tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits. Remus, can you hear me?. They had. Im not On October 31, 1981, when he was about a year old, Lord Voldemort (1926-1998) broke into James and Lily&x27;s home in Godric&x27;s Hollow. Thats normal, too, sports-drink, "You'll have to let them in, love," His back arched. gonna come sue me for mislabeling merchandise?, I could do tea, Remus replied, taking another swig. It made Sirius suck in a breath. Oh, His eyes twitched, but they didnt open all the way, still rolled back in his head and flicking back and forth behind his eyelids like he was dreaming. They had little fun facts on the lids, Sirius recalled. maybe he should have called an ambulance right away. Can you keep talking, Sirius? Dont stick anything in my mouth. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no Because if there was danger right then, maybe it should be a four minute rule so that there was at least a minute for the dispatcher to send the ambulance and get it there in time for five minutes? Shocking things come to light about the Saviour. just then as though he could help it. Before, after, duringtheyd been over them. 2022. Okay, he said out loud for good measure. Sirius nodded. It hadnt even been that bad. really 27. By: KusanoSaku. He shoved the barstool off to the side, far from Remus face, and some far corner of his mind wondered if Remus had hit his head when he dropped. He didnt know who. It wasn't dangerous yet, because it was a minute He practically sprinted back to Remus' side. That was The siren was loud, and then louder, and then it stopped, and Sirius could hear footsteps coming up the stairs. he huffed, waving a cracker in his fingers. Hey, Moony? the operator said. Sirius held his breath, too. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction He was seizing, and it didnt make sense. togetherness Heshes got epilepsy. oil Sirius breathed, trying to still his shaking hand so that he could feel it. He couldn't even form a thought. Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. It wasn't dangerous yet, because it was a minute, Four minutes was different. Shell understand.. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. Dont move him while hes still seizing. No . Youre okay, Moons, its alright. He wiped his hand over his face, trying to unwind the tightness that was gripping his heart. Bellatrix had tortured Harry to the point that he was unrecognisable and Sirius didn&x27;t have a clue how to help Harry get over something like that. Hed had a seizure like this then, one that landed him in the hospital. Hed been so out of breath before, panting like hed run a marathon, and now it was gone again, and there was nothing he could do. Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Neville all find themselves searching for answers in a dawning Age of Warlocks - an age in which powerful wizards are trophies for godlike beings, coveted pawns in a high-stakes inter-dimensional game of chess. 27. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. Cheers. He made a toasting motion and took a bite of his cracker. is he alright? but they didnt have content pre-moving in with the potters sirius black x fem any-house. His neck was starting to tense, his chin jutting forward, shoulders curling in, and it didnt make sense. which, yes, means a bit of a cliffhanger. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. I know what to do. Have a snack, kiddo, Ill be back in a sec.. It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. How many Tylenol can you take before its too many Tylenol? He put his own palm against his forehead, frowning. minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. And for some reason, the first thing Sirius said when the operator picked up was sorry.. Sirius? was a strong word. Shit, he muttered, taking his hand out of Remus (and trying to ignore how awful and cruel that felt) and picking up his phone, switching out of the timer app and over to his messages. Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. He rattled off their address nonetheless and then confirmed it when she read it back to him, listed his phone number, confirmed that as well. Andys gonna be here in a bit. when they werent sure what else to say. Okay, he repeated, and found his way to Hopes number, his thumb hovering over the button. &0183;&32;Search Harry Potter Fanfiction Remus Meets Harry. 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Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. i know this one is heavy, but i'd love to hear your thoughts on what parts resonated or made you feel things your comments mean so much to me, especially in this series. Alright, thats thats good. Absentmindedly, Sirius wondered if this was how Marlene felt all that time ago, the day that Sirius had asked Remus out to dinner. she reassured him. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. Thats a new one, Sirius had mused. Okay, Sirius murmured. Its stopping, I think. Mentions of abuse Mentions of abuse He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression harry potter fanfiction snape sees scars on harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, During a break from testing in their fifth year, the group of Gryffindor friends known as the Marauders - James Potter, Remus Lupin. Im just also creaky. 2020. . It was okay. He called 999 at four minutes and thirty seven seconds. You arent driving right now.. Sirius hands were still shaking, and he couldnt quite see straight. he told himself. harry potter fanfiction. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. it's been really amazing to hear that these boys mean as much to you as they do to me. Come on. He ran his thumb back and forth over Remus skin. Sirius caught one of his hands in his own. When Regulus found whatever he was looking for, he crossed the living room to Harrys bedroom. It would be okay. "It's it's really fast, though, is that", "That's okay," Im gonna call you a cab, he said. it's been so genuinely touching to hear from you all and hear that this really hit you in such personal ways. she assured him, or tried to assure him, but there was a lot of fear tied up in eight whole minutes of waiting that made Sirius feel like the world was crushing down on him. Remus chest jerked again, and with it, he exhaled a harsh, guttural sound, one that sounded dangerously close to a sob, close enough that it made Sirius heart ache. 2022. avengers find out loki is a teenager fanfiction. Right? so A) you should subscribe to the series if you want to get notified when i post into it, and B) feel free to leave me some prompts if you have things you want to see! He wasnt supposed to touch Remus once hed started seizing, wasnt supposed to move him. The victory is extremely hollow, however; the war has directly or. He forced himself to his feet, steadying himself on the counter, looking around the room for something that would spur him into motion, some indication of where to Hed rested his head against his shoulder, his head tilted sideways, and he looked very much like a sad little puppy, Sirius thought. 3 of Tom Harry fics Time Harry and Luna find out they are soulmates in a. He needed to handle this. 23. . The result is this story. The waver in his step wasnt lost on him, but Remus steadied himself on the arm of the couch and placed the majority of weight on his right leg, doing a stiff sort of half hop to the kitchen where he leaned his elbow against the island. calling for . Just talk to me, what-ifs. He needed to calm down. He was speaking, and it sounded like someone else's voice, saying times (six minutes and sixteen seconds, a minute and forty six seconds, forty seven now, forty eight) and saying medications (Dilantin, but before that it was Topamax, but they'd switched) and no he wasn't allergic to anything (except pollen) and yes he got seizures like this every so often (but they were usually two or three minutes) and yes, hed had a fever, no, not that high, and yes, hed eaten something that day, and yes, they had emergency information here, they had a whole binder. It sounded so obvious, something that didnt even need to be said. Hermione began attending Hogwarts in 1991 and was Sorted into Gryffindor House. Where is he now?, No, Regulus cut him off so abruptly it startled Sirius a bit. Right. He needed to find his keys, Okay, Regulus sighed softly, and Sirius realized belatedly that they had the same tendency to say, when they werent sure what else to say. Moony, He could. I know that. He could have done anything. Acting purely on rage alone, Sirius charged forward, growling, and slammed into Voldemort. Join Harry as life as he knows it is turned upside down. Remus had told Sirius that he never remembered much of it, only maybe right at the beginning and right at the end, but sometimes it was like blinking and it was over. &0183;&32;Windows 9, the latest operating system from Microsoft of America has gone one step further in annoying the users harry potter fanfiction harry is prepared, Feb 16, 2016 &183; I was 11, and a Yahoo search led me to the official Warner Bros Harry Potter forum, and thats where I found my very first sex mentor, lets call her xxSlytherinXXXSweetie Harry Potter 5 Reasons. I just killed Harry Potter". Okay, Sirius breathed, but the dial tone was already changing. Of course you will, Lily Evans, Harry Potter&x27;s mother who sacrificed Rowling and the seventh and final novel of the Harry Potter series Chapter Title Word Count Reviews; 1 The Advertisement After Remus resigns from Hogwarts, he meets Tonks for the first time Remus Lupin & Harry Potter (22) Sirius Black & Harry Potter (20) Sirius Black. " He needed to get up. Okay, he said out loud for good measure. Sirius had to supply those himself, and his mind was having no trouble theorizing all sorts of terrible things. Hi, yes, I know. When the story made the prophet, the boy would be politically untouchable. Just a minute ago, it had been so loud, and now it was so quiet. It was okay. His whole body violently shook in Voldemort&39;s arms. sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. Instead, Remus knees were already buckling. The corner of Remus mouth had begun to foam red. harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius 2022. . H/LL. He said it softly, like a statement, almost casually- so casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didn't taste as good as Gatorade. 15. Okay. "Sirius," Remus said. 31 July 1980) was an English half-blood wizard, and one of the most famous wizards of modern times. He needed to get up. the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them, and Sirius couldnt leave Harry home. Search Voldemort Adopts Abused Harry Fanfiction Drarry. I know, Regulus murmured. and Remus. Sirius opened a cabinet to get a mug out, and Remus dug around in the drug store bag, pulling out one of the packets of crackers. What, he whispered, are you doing here Sirius looked pained for a second, and then he blinked, and that stupid, cocky smile lit up his face once more. It made him shiver. Okay. He stood up from the couch, stretching his arms back behind him. Regulus came back out of Harrys room and pushed a hand through his hair. The breath punched out of Remus lungs all at once with a strangled sort of shout, the way it always did when he was about to hit the worst of it, when his breath was about to become strained and thin and painful, and with that awful, thready moan, Sirius mind seemed to snap into place. Something about the Thats what I thought, Sirius nodded. Regulus cupped the back of Sirius' neck and pressed him firmly into the space between his shoulder and neck, and Sirius wrapped his arms around his brother so tight he wondered if it hurt. The seconds started ticking up. . Regulus lived the closest out of any of them. This work could have adult content. Just after 4 in the morning a shockwave rippled through the magical world. call. Nah, we might get copyrighted, Sirius shrugged, and Remus barked a laugh. Lets call Hope.. He hadnt gotten an aura, and he hadnt been sitting, and he might have hit his head, and he was sick, and he had a, so maybe Sirius should have called an ambulance right away. Good. Okay, he cut her off. You got him help. He said it with such certainty that Sirius found himself believing him. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. Do you know how to check his pulse?". Remus had knocked a stool over when he fell. Sit for a second, okay? Sirius held his breath, running his thumb over Remus' cheek and jaw, and Remus squeezed his eyes shut harder, stretching his fingers out and clawing through the air. . He opened the calendar by accident first, and then fumbled and tapped a text notification that popped up, and then finally switched to the timer. A million other ways this could have gone. Remus face twisted when he did, but Sirius managed the guilt of that by focusing on the fact that his breathing had picked up, as much as it rattled in his lungs. Hagrid, shocked and angry, moved to intercept the boy. Get it together, Before. Remus would say. He took the phone from Regulus. Time it, okay? He watched, and he waited, and he forced himself to calm down, to handle this the same as any other seizure. "Yeah, I can yeah," Sirius muttered, and he pressed two fingers against Remus' throat. The jerking slowed to the point that it was just this full body tension, coiled like a spring wound far too tight, like an explosion waiting to happen, and he just trembled. Hows the headache?. He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. . It meant he was out of commission for a few days, but Sirius would learn that Remus handled illness with far more grace than Sirius himself did. A million things he wished hed done differently. Hes breathing, but its not hes he shook himself. He did what he could, and it had to be okay. Five minutes and three seconds, he explained. Hes breathing weird, Sirius found himself saying, but his voice sounded like someone elses. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. she assured him, or tried to assure him, but there was a lot of fear tied up in eight whole minutes of waiting that made Sirius feel like the world was crushing down on him. started ringing in Sirius ears. No one talked about what happened after five minutes, he found. my The thought of that made him nauseous. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. &0183;&32;Search Harry Potter Fanfiction Remus Meets Harry. was important. He was pinching his phone between his shoulder and ear. what happened? Harry had started calling for him, going. 102 guests There were steps for this. Remus and Sirius finally dropped their hands to their sides as they noticed that Harry could hardly breathe and didn&39;t want to take the chance of Voldemort acting of his threat. Without Wormtail, Sirius would not now be dead. had At three minutes, twelve seconds, Remus lungs seized up again, and when he exhaled, it wouldnt go back in. 27. . Remus? He put his palm against Remus head and then flipped to the back of his hand. Fever-y, Sirius confirmed. The seconds started ticking up. Its okay. "I know. Regulus crossed the space between them and Sirius reached out blindly. At five, call 999. the operator asked, and Sirius jumped. I dont usually go longer than three minutes, The Order and the DA ran to the portkey and touched it. what-ifs I might not breathe very well. Theyd skipped clearing the areabut he could do that now, right? Hes with EMTs and doctors and thats who he needs, right now. Harry Potter Short Stories Hogwarts Pregnancy Teen Pregnancy. That&x27;s what got Harry suspicious of the headmaster. And Sirius had to think it was worse, knowing his past so well, because now his mind was pointing out all of the differences, here. getting help, He said it softly, like a statement, almost casually so casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didnt taste as good as Gatorade.